As Tuesday — the day of my mother’s oncologist consult — fast approaches, I’m getting more and more nervous.
Antsy…at loose ends…
I’m trying my best to be positive…but that small, aching kernel of doubt lingers, no matter how much rationality I try to bring to the forefront of my mind.
I’m taking a blog holiday until Tuesday night. At that point, once I know the results of my mother’s second CAT scan, and the status of her cancer, I will say…something.
This means there won’t be a review of tonight’s episode of The West Wing until some time later in the week. Hopefully, if I have something else to anticipate, I can take my mind off this situation…if only for a brief moment.
God, I’m going to be completely useless for the next two days…
