I’m still lacking spark.
I’m finding it hard to find myself again. There are more and more days when I feel as if I’m going through the motions.
I keep telling myself that I have to get over it. But ever since Christmas, and THAT announcement…it just hasn’t been the same.
I’ve had to put up a brave face and be positive for so long…it gets tiring.
I need something new in my life. Something fresh and exciting…something to give me a new direction…a new perspective…but what?
More and more I feel as if I’m stuck in some ghastly interregnum…waiting for something. Some unknown explosion of newness…of freshness.
Yesterday, at dinner, my fortune cookie told me that “you will hear good news from far away”…
I’m hoping it comes true.
